BORED..~~ mom..

may be when we are bz everyday..
suddenly when we get free and holiday.. we feel..
BORED

2day saw my dad in pain wif his leg..
there is when some1 gets old their whole body functioning not well..
he even like crying coz of the pain..
OH MY GOD..

i dunno should i laugh a bit or kesian him..
lol..
everytime i hurt..
he say din hurt at all eh..
now he hurt a bit..
cry like a big baby..
sweat ka him

say tio my bro..
he is going to birth soon..
suppose going to buy a present 4 him..
but suddenly juz nw he kisiao..
may be coz chelsea wins..
sweat...
then luan scold me..
so now i oso tulan..
dun1 chap him liao..
lol..

oh god..
i'm so hungry now..
luckily i been train well in vj house b4..
now looks like going to been thinner than each day..
but my hair going to be thicker than each day..
=_=|||

haha..
juz invite chin aun go out 4 a breakfast wif me 2morro..
hope cn wake up la..
huhuhu~~~

hmmm..
when think of it well..
actually i got a lot of things not yet done..
such as my SSPN account..
collecting my hostel house key..
lol..
many more..
but i still lazy..
sweat..
y i'm so lazy???


oh ya..
important parts..
2day i sleep 14 hours..
sweat rite..
but important not this..
it is i dream of my mom..
oh gosh..
i haven't dream of my mom since... since...
since i oso 4got..
really a long time..
i'm happy that i dream of her..
love u mom..
mom pls bless my classmates all pass in the 3rd sem exam ya..
talk about my mom..
er.. she pass away 5 years ago.. this year is going to be the sixth..
i miss her so much..
still remember i dunno wat should i do without her..
everytime i back from school..
oso saw her cook the meal siap siap 4 me..
laksa and curry chicken my favourite..
when she pass away.. really dunno wat to do..
i back from school..
nobody to call mama..
nobody at home 2..
wat a lonely and quite house..
my mom cares me the most..
i still havent take care of her..
she ade left me..
i really damn sad..
i owayz think y??
y the death god choose my mom??
she suffer from cancer for 7 years..
eventhough i know died is a way for her to escape from the pain..
but sometimes i oso hope she will not died..
i willing the i'm the 1 who died..
i want to hug my mom..
i want to touch her hand..
i want..
sorry..
i think i cant write ade..
crying now.. tears dropping down automatically..
cant stop..
sorry..
love u 4ever mom..